家族は友達や恋人や家の外の人に出会う前から、そばにいる。（私の場合）
今では日本から遠くにいて、家族と一緒に時間を過ごすことはないけど、人生の初め、子供時代を彼らと過ごす間に心理的ベースは出来てしまったし、それはいつでも私を良くも悪くも揺り動かす。
生活とかダンスとか好きな ことを分かち合うのは友人やダンス仲間たちであって、アートの世界にいない家族ではなくても、やっぱり家族のことというのは頭で考えなくして、動揺させら れる。
私のちっちゃなエゴでの努力は、家族の前では役に立たないのだ。
赤ちゃんのころにそうだったよ うに、裸にさせられてしまう。
■ Maybe from the age like everybody, or from the experiences to talk with joking Indians in India, I started to work on the mental quietness in any situation since some years... I dare to say... I got SOMETIMES (not always...) to be able to keep it with agitated people on the street or with angry friends, boyfriends....... yes SOMETIMES.... However it's still very very difficult with the family...
The family is there from the time we get born before friends, lovers, people out of the house... in my case...
Today being far from Japan I don't share much time with them.
But I passed the beginning time of the human life, my childhood with them so like it is made in that time, my psychological base which always moves me in the good or bad way...
Even though I feel as if I share more things of the life and of the dance that I deeply like with my friends, my dance camarades, boyfriends... but not with my family who doesn't live in the artistic world, the familial matter can touch without rational reason...
The psychological work by my small ego doesn't work at all in front of the family which makes me naked like when I had been a baby.
